Overcoming The Cycle...I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST JESUS!

      Just being real here.  I have this annoying cycle that happens . . . if I don't keep up with cleaning . . . even one day . . . and things get chaotic (it only takes one day of not keeping everything up for this to happen) . . . I just feel completely paralyzed and overwhelmed to attack the hurricane that has hit my house. Then, this horribleness seeps into all other areas of my life . . . I feel depressed . . . I desperately want to get out of the house more than normal (which is difficult with little ones and no car) . . . I have a hard time focusing on school for Tig . . . AHHH! PRAY FOR ME PLEASE . . . I need to either never miss a day . . . which seems impossible . . . or to really be overcome with a Spirit of hard work, joy, and efficiency. I hate the days where I am desperately trying to catch up.  I generally feel like a grump . . . (hence the prayer for joy :), I don't get the quality time playing with the kiddos . . . I most likely will not take the kids outside that day . . .which I really WANT to get them outside EVERY DAY if I could. I know how important it is for kids to enjoy God's creation (and for mommy's to enjoy God's creation)!! AHH . . . so frustrating!!! I really just want to get a great system going that I can manage!